early in the morning, set of to kluang... when reach kluang, terus watch "小胖流浪记"(fatty liu lang ji) =.=lll and in the afternoon, i been sleeping... feels so GOOD, wakakakaka....
well... didnt come out as aspected... not so sad in the end, haha...
i "visit" my grandmother to day in kluang, told her what i did recently, my result, my work, my relationship... quite ok loh... haha...
having a feast in kluang, my big aunt's cooking, haha, enjoy vv much, especially the curry fish head, haha...
tats all gua, cos i dont know wat to write edi... T.T
Saturday, May 22, 2010
Friday, May 21, 2010
doubt
why there are doubt? is to justified something we unsure?or to find n gain more reason for us to confirm our stand? or to change our view, our decision to a 180 degree changes? where is our confident? our confident to trust, to believe? is it that far and out of our reach?
i once doubt my feelings... and in the end, i had justified it true.
i once worried... but i manage to find reason to carry on my journey.
i once dissapoint... disapoint that i dount before... and because of doubt, now, i gain confident on what i believe... but confident could not hold long when there is only one ppl who trust on it, it will need another to support, another to provide more reason, and another to trust togather...
how long can i hold my trust? how long can i hold my confident? how long...
i once doubt my feelings... and in the end, i had justified it true.
i once worried... but i manage to find reason to carry on my journey.
i once dissapoint... disapoint that i dount before... and because of doubt, now, i gain confident on what i believe... but confident could not hold long when there is only one ppl who trust on it, it will need another to support, another to provide more reason, and another to trust togather...
how long can i hold my trust? how long can i hold my confident? how long...
Thursday, May 20, 2010
finally...
well, after a long long long long time, i get to update my blog edi, ^^
been working tis few months, in singapore... n my wireless connection hav problem, so only now get to update my blog again...^^
well, everything goes fine, just tat feel quite lonely n boring... because i had been re-do all the same thing everyday...wake up, rush to get on that bus kilang, cross custom, eat bekfast at woodland centre, then go to my working place in yishun, then sit in front of the computer and check all the number n alphabet for 11 hours, then go hm (which include passing custom n wait my parent to pick me up at station one)... only nite tim i feel more happy , maybe because get to msg her bah...
seldom contact all my fren edi, my form 3 till form 6's friends... only still stay in touch with less then 10 fren's... yup, no typing error, it less then 10, it a single digit...haha... but still, feel satisfied edi, cos at least i know there are still ppl rmb me ^^
well, i gona let my fren know about my blog soon... for now, there's only one person know my blog... still considering whether i wan to delete my previous post or keep it... cos will feel paiseh if let them saw my older post... haha... cos it all wat i really feel n really think snd post it out without any rephrase, without any changes,feel like i just put out my heart n put it out to let ppl c... haha... we'll wait n see bah, whether i keep or erase...
tats all bah... start from now, i gona try update my blog at least once per week... gambateh neh...
so many week has pass...miss her...
been working tis few months, in singapore... n my wireless connection hav problem, so only now get to update my blog again...^^
well, everything goes fine, just tat feel quite lonely n boring... because i had been re-do all the same thing everyday...wake up, rush to get on that bus kilang, cross custom, eat bekfast at woodland centre, then go to my working place in yishun, then sit in front of the computer and check all the number n alphabet for 11 hours, then go hm (which include passing custom n wait my parent to pick me up at station one)... only nite tim i feel more happy , maybe because get to msg her bah...
seldom contact all my fren edi, my form 3 till form 6's friends... only still stay in touch with less then 10 fren's... yup, no typing error, it less then 10, it a single digit...haha... but still, feel satisfied edi, cos at least i know there are still ppl rmb me ^^
well, i gona let my fren know about my blog soon... for now, there's only one person know my blog... still considering whether i wan to delete my previous post or keep it... cos will feel paiseh if let them saw my older post... haha... cos it all wat i really feel n really think snd post it out without any rephrase, without any changes,feel like i just put out my heart n put it out to let ppl c... haha... we'll wait n see bah, whether i keep or erase...
tats all bah... start from now, i gona try update my blog at least once per week... gambateh neh...
so many week has pass...miss her...
Saturday, February 20, 2010
new
hmm... few days no post any post edi... sry for tat....well, i forgot most of the things tat happen in cny edi... but i'll try to fill in the gaps...
overall, tis year cny quite boring, not as fun as usual year.... becos my grandmother not around anymor, n tis year most of the tim is using laptop,wii,tv.... no interact as much as last few years....sigh....
my another grandmother fall sick during cny, vomit.....n her new maid,i kind of hate her.... she dare to talkback to my grandmother, n even curse my grandmother... i get to know tis right after we leave batu pahat, so cant do anything to her, if i get to know earlier, i'll scold her gao gao, n even pursuite my aunt to change tat maid.... angry, arg!!!
in kluang, the atmosphere still ok, just tat less one person.... but quite enjoy in kluang....
then, friday, 19th of feb 2010....i go to singapore with my honey... n tat day we officially becom real couple, ^^ super enjoy tat day, n vv happy, we went to singapore science central,body world,jurong point.... but becos of tat day, it make me even more miss my honey everyday.... sigh....oh ya, tat day we exchange our valentine's day present due to the actual valentine's day is on the 1st of cny, can't meet.... she gave me a lovely pink crystal puzzle bear...i gave her own made chocolate n few other things....n i start to miss her vv much edi....
2day, my parent quarrel.... at least tim tim they hav say out wat they feel n settle in the end... then we whole family go out tis evening, go sing k n eat sushi... haha... long tim no go out like tis edi...^^
overall, tis year cny quite boring, not as fun as usual year.... becos my grandmother not around anymor, n tis year most of the tim is using laptop,wii,tv.... no interact as much as last few years....sigh....
my another grandmother fall sick during cny, vomit.....n her new maid,i kind of hate her.... she dare to talkback to my grandmother, n even curse my grandmother... i get to know tis right after we leave batu pahat, so cant do anything to her, if i get to know earlier, i'll scold her gao gao, n even pursuite my aunt to change tat maid.... angry, arg!!!
in kluang, the atmosphere still ok, just tat less one person.... but quite enjoy in kluang....
then, friday, 19th of feb 2010....i go to singapore with my honey... n tat day we officially becom real couple, ^^ super enjoy tat day, n vv happy, we went to singapore science central,body world,jurong point.... but becos of tat day, it make me even more miss my honey everyday.... sigh....oh ya, tat day we exchange our valentine's day present due to the actual valentine's day is on the 1st of cny, can't meet.... she gave me a lovely pink crystal puzzle bear...i gave her own made chocolate n few other things....n i start to miss her vv much edi....
2day, my parent quarrel.... at least tim tim they hav say out wat they feel n settle in the end... then we whole family go out tis evening, go sing k n eat sushi... haha... long tim no go out like tis edi...^^
Friday, February 5, 2010
tada~
just cut my hair today.... my mum cut it... haha....not sure it look good, but at least get a new look for new year...^^
except my family, my honey is the 1st one who saw my new hair look (although she now in kl)
get the call from mr roince, n tat means i going to go for interview next monday, hope i could get the job....
tis few day no more dying dream, haha... cos been vv late sleep, tis few day sleep around 5 or 6 am.....lol, my pimples are coming out....
missing u.....
except my family, my honey is the 1st one who saw my new hair look (although she now in kl)
get the call from mr roince, n tat means i going to go for interview next monday, hope i could get the job....
tis few day no more dying dream, haha... cos been vv late sleep, tis few day sleep around 5 or 6 am.....lol, my pimples are coming out....
missing u.....
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
T.T
tis few days keep dreaming that i die... die in different way...wat happen? is it a sign tat something vv bad will happen? or i gona die edi... becos of that when i wake up, i immediately msg someone important to me....sigh... hope 2day not going to die in my dream again...
i scare to lose her...
i scare to lose her...
Monday, February 1, 2010
gona be jobless again....swt... but nvm, try find other job bah....
headache... y malaysia university doesnt provide the course nanotechnology.....now i got to try find someother course... wat should i go n study? psycology? machenical?? material engineering? nuclear?? or acca..... so difficult to chose...the result gona com out on 24th of feb... waa.. scary.....
haha, my honey 2day go ice skating... most likely that she enjoy her day bah....
headache... y malaysia university doesnt provide the course nanotechnology.....now i got to try find someother course... wat should i go n study? psycology? machenical?? material engineering? nuclear?? or acca..... so difficult to chose...the result gona com out on 24th of feb... waa.. scary.....
haha, my honey 2day go ice skating... most likely that she enjoy her day bah....
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