this song.....

this song

Even though I want to buy you a pretty necklace
Even though I want to take you out on a ride in a nice car
Even though I want to dress you in nice clothes
Even though I want to take you to nice places

This hand that I put inside my pocket grabs nothing
How can I get you
My position doesn’t suit you
Regardless, can you stay by my side

The only thing I can give is this song
All I have is this voice
Even if this makes you laugh
But I still sing
I hope you accept it

Even if you say it’s okay
Even if you say it’s okay if I have you
Even if you say you’re happy everyday
Even if you say you don’t what anything more

Pretty, good things; fun, cool things
You obviously want to do these things too Baby
You know that if you stay by my side I can’t do these things
Regardless, can you stay by my side

The only thing I can give is this song
All I have is this voice
Even if this makes you laugh
But I still sing
I hope you accept it

I only have this song
I really have nothing but this voice
I don’t know if this will make you laugh
But I still sing
I hope you accept it
I hope you accept it

[20131012][0252]

well...
i'm back in Johor Bahru...
home sweet home....

first thing i did in my room is sleeping... lol...
well, i'm very tired due to my "busy" campus life...
"very busy"...

now that i'm back...
i hope i can take the opportunity to made up my mind...
should i reformat my laptop???
should i buy a new one instead???
i got too many important data need to be backed up...
while my hard disk space are ALL in red alert...

feel like crying for my situation....

daily troubles

my habits...
sleeping habits...
used to stop sleeping at night so that i can "wake up" in time for shuttle bus...
after spending some time, i manage to change it to not happen frequently...
but unfortunately...
it still there with me...
and it had been happen more frequently these few days...
and yet, i'm not in campus today due to no more shuttle bus after 9am...
should i change back to my "wake up early" method??
or should i change my alarm clock into dangerous painful device?

sigh...
i want to make the change...
i need help...
sigh...

the day after MSD finish...

MSD=Mid Sem Break...

test....
lots of test....
5 test in 4 days...
how can i manage to complete my studies for all???
oh God, please help me on this...
help me on managing my life in a better way...

this morning...
one test had been announced delayed on the very last second in the classroom...
i can only say, sir, you are damn good~~~
well...
one postpone, 4 more to go...
hope that i can cope it...
and survive it...

already 32nd day since i in relationship...
yup, one month had just passed...
but don't know why...
it feels like we had been together for a very long time...
seems like we had known each other for years although is just 2 months...
we had step into the stage where we had already fully trust each other...
a stage where we had no more secret....
we are fully in loved....

now... i think i know...

yup...
refer to previous post...
i had found love...
again...
although the feelings i have is kinda different from my memories...
but it is love that i felt...

people may think is a wrong decision...
people may think that i haven't know her well...
people may think we does not suit each other...

but i know...
or should i say, we know that we could overcome the obstacles in front of us...
i trust the love she say she felt for me...
and that is why i dare to trust her and love her with all my heart...

for me...
if the person i love felt the same as me...
i will for sure be with her until the end...
but if it the other way round...
i will only care for her and be her friend until the day she felt love for me...
and now...
a girl love me while i also fall in love with her...
that is why i will now treat her the best i can...
because it very hard to found someone who can love you so much as you does to her...
and thus...
here goes my second relationship in my life....
it just began...
and i hope that it will never end, just as what i believe it...

i never know...

what....

is love???

crazt attempt 2(corrections)

well, just like what i mentioned in the previous post...
i and James Teo went to aeon jusco by bicycles....
well, it not 4 to 5 km...
is a 10km journey...
which means i had cycling for 20km without realizing it...

and now, this afternoon....
together with James Teo...
we cycle to our university campus....
15km away from our housing area...
hmm....
and after that, we went several places....
which means we had been cycling around for 30km and above...
the actual calculation of the distance is now processing by James Teo...
will post it out as a record....
a record of exercise attempt by me after stop exercise for so many months...

right now, my leg are both exhausted...
my body is craving for my bed's warm hugsss....
 another cycling attempt may occur after this weeks of studying...
hehehehe....
looking forward for that...