hmm...

with great courage, i march towards my destiny...
with great companion, we face the uncertainties...
we face the unforeseenable future...
future for our hair...
we went to cut out hair at mmu(serene's project)...

after the cutting, turn out to be quite nice...
to me quite ok, cos all my friend should know that i don't care much about my appearance...
going out without combing my hair and something like that...
well, the respond in the campus quite nice, my classmate all like "O.O wow...nice man, got style and handsome!!"
but i know not quite true, and then finally, there's one girl telling me the truth, and i like her so much for being honest to me...
i ask her" ugly rite?"
her reply:" the side not nice, sucks... front ok, but like a bit too long...back also ok..."
^^ like people honest to me... although sometimes the truth is heart hurting...
and i dun like to take picture much, so, i'm so sorry for not updating my profile picture...

lately get to play counter strike again ^^ wakaka, lossing my touch at the beginning... then later play until vv high... especially when headshot(around 7 headshot out of 10 kill)...
and yup, i had been plying games these few days... and the test is coming... thats why i'm dead meat... i can imagine the test paper and my lecturer saying the same sentence to me "YOU DIE~~!!"
sigh, got to start update my study info edi...

and now, i have something important to say... i had been stop reading comics after third week in my uni life... me, not reading comics, can u believe that?? haha... a comic maniac like me stop reading comics... my knowledge profile had been stop updating... is it a good thing or a bad thing to happen?? that's the question...

>n< sigh...

well... having beer right now...
drinking while playing left 4 dead 2...
and then tomorrow morning, i'll be "dead" on my bed...

lately, nothing much happen...
assignment...
games...
assignment...
games...
eat...
eat...
eat...
and sleep...

tomorrow after wake up from dead, i'll need to go for haircut...
and then washing...
rincing...
cleaning...
ironing...
calculating...
and then go climbing...

sigh... my life getting rotten and meaningless... why???

latest

shit, ate something wrong...
what did i ate??
stomach pain like hell...
luckily hav medicine, or not i now in dehydration mode...

well, my life been changing very fast...
now, i really had join the gaming life style...
games, games, and games...
why?? i not sure...
felt that my life is empty...

in university, well...
know a lot of people...
some become freinds that stick togather when no class...
most of them become hi and bye friends...
some seems hav a lot to chat but because in different group so everytime chat for a few line then go bac to our own gang...
most malay in my class call me uncle (kind of regret of my 1st introduction)...
most chinese call me jeffrey...
some nvr talk to each other...

my uni life= walk+eat+walk+eat+walk+walk+emoing...??
therefore when walking i had been singing...
making songs or sing the songs i know...
sometimes buy drinks to drink...
spend around 20 per day for food...
supper everyday...

well, i did get to know some pretty girls...
some have topic to chat...
some can easily chat...
but all are hi and bye friend except the girls in my class,because meet every lesson...
chat a once every 3 to 4 times we meet each other...
only one girl in my class dunno why say that i seems sad( and i did sad that time but with a smile on my face)...

still, i prefer to be alone for now, so normally will keep myself alone even changing class room togather with my classmates...
my university life count ok, now waiting for my friend to come to melaka for study, haha...
when he(cz) come here, then will sure ask sheng sheng and cz out for lim teh, haha...
and it time to revision edi, test coming...
hope i will have more chance to online... ^^

...

ok, still packing...
i just can't finish pack them up...
all the pictures, they keep flying around...
what can i do now?

been stuffing work and things for me to do...
volunteer for tougher assignment...
volunteer as a runner...
volunteer for photocopy...
volunteer for buying refrence book for whole class...
go for activities, any activities...
playing games...
eating...
laughting...
singing...
even join the drama group for acting...
but it still there...

my latest life...

lack of sleeping for this week... lots of assignment... even forgot to call my parents... sigh... so lucky that next week no labotary work, or not i don't even know how to survive...

well, i think i had nearly pack up most of my stuff for now... hope can finish pack for the next few more days...it more difficult than my imagine... after finish pack them up, my mask will no longer be needed... and then i will need to wait for don't know how long until i dare to take out those stuff again... what stuff is that? don't ask if you don't know, and don't tell or say it out if you know what stuff is that...

my university life, still count ok...
i gain weight when i went to singapore for work, but now i lose weight after i came to utem,haha...
my laptop, now not only have warcraft...
now it contain left four dead 2, need for speed undercover, nfs shift, counter strike, devil may cry 4...
i now also hav a series of korean funny activity show, family outing...
and now all i'm waiting for is after raya, my friend bring his external hard disk back to hostel, then i will have tons of movie, anime, comedy commercial...(all hd quality)
and have u seen a 10gb movie? i just saw one, super clear, super nice... haha

now, what i had been busying is drama practise(for moon cake festival), revision for test 1, basketball training, gym, and gaming skills...haha...
wish me luck bah...

busy like hell... is a good thing and good cure for the present me.

final...

i had decided... i will not change anything... just sometimes lend some help from leraid...
i will still be the same...
do wat i always do...
and face her like i always does....
it not neccesary for me to forget all those things...
i choose to remember it...
and i choose to maintain the feeling...
just that it is a one-side feeling...
i will still care for her...
worry her...
and help her when she needs my help...
just that now,i'll stand beside her as a friend...
a friend that i will never abandon...
never...