one word....

STRESSSS!!!!

yup, finally i got the chance to say this word...

it means a lot for me

6-11-2011

holidaysss...
back in jb...
and back to batu pahat...
hehe...

batu pahat, my birthplace...
we went to eat something that i had miss out for yearsss...
"kue zhap"







yup, thats "kue zhap"...
my childhood favorite, hehe....
and follow up is "算盘子"(not sure the wording correct anot...
it my grandma's cooking...
and i like her cooking, hehe...
it also a dishes i haven eaten for years...




other then that...
my chilhood's playground...
lol... ok, it a backyard...
but it full of precious memories...





and night time, supper time...
juz waffle...







i feel sorry for my younger brother...
because i only realise that i didn't took his photo when we reach home...

holidaysss...(7 days)

yup, one week of holidays...
and i started to lost my aim for my holidays...
alone in my hostel room for one day...
and it so gonna happen exactly the same when i'm back to JB...
alone whole day in my room...

but the only thing i'm very sure is~~~
i'm gonna have healthy food for one whole week~~~
wow yeah~~~

been drinking approximate 5 cup of coffe per day...
maggie mee as lunch for almost 3 days per week...
skiped lunch for almost 3 times per week...
maggie mee as dinner for almost 5 days per week...
skiped dinner for almost 2 times per week...
average :nasi goreng pattaya/ mee goreng / nasi goreng 1 plate per week...
and ping pong biscuit 2 standard packet per week...

and this is the reason i say "wow yeah" for the healthy food week...

and pluss+++
get to have a much more normal sleeping hour...
how much i had slept recently, you don't wannt to know that...

which means, this holiday is going to be my health care week...
wishes me luck on my holidays...
i'll need it because assignment is the one and only obsticles that endangering my plan...
happy holidays~~~(for those who had)

my guitar

wakaka...
brought a guitar...
and i'm self learning guitar right now...
while learning a specific song...
gitaroo man : the legendary theme song...
like this song alot...

slacker...

well, just like what i had mention on the title...
i had been a super big slacker this few days...
or should i say weeks...
entertainment show, drama, activities, PONTENG...
sgh...

can't go on like this...
gotta wake up...
gotta move on...
gotta start study...

why i say that???
because i had found a new source of energy...
new purpose to study...
and i want to maintain it...

gotta bring back those passion i had for study...
at least 30% back will be enough for me to score well...
my 30%, please come back...
because,
i don't want to be lost again...
i hate that labyrinth...
while i also felt thakful since it only labyrinth that company me throughout all these months...




and maybe chyi zhi was right...
i had found myself a target already...
just that i still don't want to admit it...
P.S: chyi zhi, just keep this between the two of us, thanks...

determined

made up my mind...
more than 60% of my time in university...
i'm gonna spend it on my academics...
the 40% left will be my sleeping time, entertainment time....

made up my mind on reestablish my social communication with others...
i wasted my 1 year time...
and i only made a few friends(irreplaceable type)...

games...
i'll minimize it...
really, i'll minimize it till like 2-3% of my time...

my stamina...
gonna start building it up...
gonna start train myself...
train my body...
and i hope this plan will last...

lastly...
i think i'm gonna have a complicated relationship...
and i hope it won't last too long...

recently...
i'm in love...
love to take pictures' of flowers...
and picture of different items...

problematic

argh...!!!
windmill...
handphone...
iphone...
LV bag...
psp...
credit card...

i got to make all those stuff within today for the drama...
and how am i gona finish that?!?!
hope that i manage to finish those things...



well, after having my hair cut...
half of the comment i receive is CUTE??!!??!?!?!
what the h***, are they sure about that???
cute???
with this kind of face???
but, well, i still quite happy with it even that it fake...
because they don't want to hurt me, ^^


and my leg...
my ankle...
it getting worst...
i'm quite scare with it...
haven let my family know about that...
and they doesn't know about this blog...
should i go for another X-ray???
should i go for the doctor again???
or should i just let it be...

well, it doesn't matter...
not like i have plenty of time for going to the hospital...
and lately, been out of the sports activity...
so should be no problem...
and on sunday, i got a drum performance, wish me luck ya...

:P

it been a long time since my last post...
feel sorry for that...
well, i got nothing much to share with...
but from now on, i'll start my blogging once again...
with tons of weird stuff...
continue with my weird essay...
so, hope you all got the patience to read those stuff...
thanks...