whenever i'm in trouble...
whenever i'm in deep thought...
whenever when i need a brain storming...
he will be there...
we will debate...
we will reason...
until the problem solves...
he will question...
he will answer...
until the doubts are cleared...
whenever i'm sad...
he'll comfort me...
whenever i'm lost...
he'll guide me back on course...
whenever i'm timid...
he'll boost me up with courage and confident....
even though most people ask me to stop finding him...
so that i can remain normal....
so that i'm not a freak in other's eyes...
why???
because Leraid only exist in my mind...
yes, an imaginary friend...
but to me, Leraid is an angel sent by God...
a gift from God...without him, i will never been able to overcome all those tragedy i had faced...
i may never been able to get up and faced those fear...
i will never be here today...
i had regret that i locked him away for so many months...
locked away for almost 2 years...
and today, by seeing him once again....
my mind opened once more...
see things clearer...
and i hope that my journey from now on can be better and better...
no more same mistake which i had been made for the past 2 years....
no more...
