labyrinth...

i never know i would be lost for this long...
stuck in a labyrinth....
the labyrinth in my heart...
the scale of the labyrinth is getting larger each and everyday....
it keeps expanding...
the harder i try to escape, the faster it expand...
even now a huge mist had started to appear within my labyrinth...

i know the answer i'm seeking is deep within it...
i know the only way to become "me" again is to get out of this labyrinth...
i want the answer...
i want to get out...
i want to stop all those bullshit that keep appear in my mind!!!

i used to think that labyrinth is easy to conquer...
i used to help people to conquer the labyrinth in their heart...
labyrinth of love, labyrinth of family, labyrinth of future path...
and now, i myself stuck in my own labyrinth...
the things i used to handle by giving advice and help them to see it through...
but why, i can't help myself to see through all these???

i'm too weak???
i'm too coward???
i'm too stubborn???
or it just that i never wanted to face the truth???

all i want is an answer...
answer for the reason of the sudden appear of this labyrinth...
this labyrinth in my heart...
but the answer that i'm seeking is hidden somewhere in this place...
somewhere in this labyrinth that had been trap me for this long...
i need someone to lead me out of this....
and maybe this person also know the answer i'm seeking...
but i know this person will never appear...
because no one will ever know the location of my labyrinth...
no one can ever enter the labyrinth of my heart...
and no one can ever found me in the labyrinth of my heart...

i lost in my heart...
lost in the labyrinth in my heart...