:(

i'll continue to trust her... no matter how... she's struggling, battle with the shadow in her heart... although she didn't tell me... but i'll still wait the day that she won the battle... i'll wait...

been online these few days... keep online, and online... watching movie, reading comics, playing facebook... suddently feel that i'm so lucky to get to study again, because i can have something for me to do again... a important task, new task a brand new chapter in my life... if i did it well, my future will be much more easier to survive...

i do miss her... but i don't dare to sms her... why? i'm not sure... she's been busy on her asignment, she can barely have the time to rest... i don't want to disturb her, i want her to concerntrate... but in the other hand, i scare negative effect may occur... sigh...

doubt is everywhere... i hope that there's no doubt between us...