i'm not thinking straight lately...
wanted to be alone...
wanted to do something i never did...
something weird...
something new...

i brought myself a smoke pipe...
hilarious right???
i brought a lot of stuff i don't even needed to...
and i wanted to try all of them and know more about the world...

it feels like the devil had success on seduce me to do the wrong thing...
i feel like losing but i don;t feel wrong about it...
i hate this to happen...

i miss the time i been with God...
the time i serve him and pray for him...
i miss the night we chat almost everything...
i miss the nights...