inspired dreams...

it may sound strange...

but it seems like everytime God speaks to me through dreams...

recently  God let me know one of the things i never really realise...

maybe i'm too dumb or something...

but God did it again...

through the dreams...

i found out that i never really understand the things i said i like to do...

programming...

comics...

anime...

games...

maths...

coffee...

language...

and many more....

i said that i like those stuff...

and i really do...

i may have some of the knowledge about them...

but i never really put in some effort to understand them more...

or to really master them...

and this had cause me to failed in many areas....

including studies...

well... 

hope it not too late for me to start changing...

really hope i can improve my ways of doing things...

especially for my future...